“True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.”
-François duc de La Rochefoucauld
“True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.”
-François duc de La Rochefoucauld
Source: openveinsThey and I forget
sometimes
that there are legions of better men
and others far worse off that
struggle with things that eat at them.
It’s hard to grasp
the likeliness
that we’re all the same
still suffering
and, in this itching revelation
I yearn so desperately
to maybe be
like the lesser few.
Naive, by far,
but in their ignorance
and shallowness
are vast shelters
of hope and bliss.
“Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish.” - John Jakes
I thought you were forever
You and her
I never could have imagined
This
Broken hearts, bleeding out
Our worlds left stunned
.
Now, all our simple phrases
Take on new meaning
Who I am, how I act might change
Because I don’t,
Can’t
Have you fall for me
.
Too much of a fantasy
A dream come true
The one that I loved for so long
Who inspired and envoked
The words
From my soul to the paper
Could be mine
Pathetic! Insufficient!
Need I go on?
This balancing scale
Between flirtation and cold distain
Is ever against me.
How easy to judge myself
Through the rose-colored
Inner motivations I hide.
But instead I look callous,
Haughty, not even registering your discomfort.
Oh to take it back!
I can try harder, really I can!
I’m not as cold as I appear!
Rather, I see you as above me,
A porcelain doll to admire and cherish.
So how can I approach you? How dare I approach you?
When oh-so-lacking me
Could never compete with your shining attributes.
For so long you were my poison
My sweetened drink that left me paralysed
Still thirsty, still craving more
My emotions stranded on some shore
Where salt-water and tears
The bittersweet memories
Only served to increase my longing
.
Thought it would go on forever
Doomed to this spiraling addiction
But even as these wounds begin to heal
To crust over, turning ugly from your abuse
You pick me raw again
I’m left bleeding, bleeding, bleeding
So much red, so much pain
.
I thought I had banished you
From my heart, my life, my soul
Yet here you are again
Leaving? Staying? Which are you?
Heal me, or let me rot!
Because without you there is no cure
Source: rosiethewriterWhen my cheeks burn a crimson red,
the blood is rushing to my head;
flushing my face with rose petals,
but stinging my dignity like nettles.
oh why deceive me vulnerable cheeks,
telling my secrets when my lips don’t speak.
My family bought me an old fashioned typewriter for my birthday! So excited to try it out and type up my work!